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aku selesa dengan kesibukan ini..buat aku lupa tentang perkara remeh yang lain..hidup harus diteruskan, tiada sebab untuk aku duduk tanpa berbuat apa-apa..

aku sudah jelas tentang segalanya..faham akan apa yang terjadi punya hikmah yang tersendiri..aku bersyukur..

aku harapkan kesibukan ini berterusan, sehingga tiada ruang untuk aku berfikir tentang kehidupan yang akan menyesakkan nafasku..

deserving this..

i skipped my class today..
i slept the whole day..
i just can't thinking straight..

i heard ppl talking at my back..
they judge my decision, arghhh!!stupid fellow..i wish i can shout out loud next to their ears..let them deaf..

i think this is the best for now..
my fickle mind should not be continue..i confuse with my own feeling..
let it stop right here..giving space..
i need it so badly..

i deserve this..

go on???

from the bottom of his heart..he sing this song..dedicated to me...

go on girl by Ne-yo


I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No im not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
Im thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl james and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didnt have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on


Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl


I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
Im in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl

The mistake i made is clear
(we never shoulda been together)
Thats the reason youre not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby im feeling no stress
Im too fly to be depressed

Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl

yesss!!!go on ADLIN..he wants to know NOTHING from you..back off b***h!!!

I'M homeless..

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake
Waiting here, in this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break
I'm so sorry now, for the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive...Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

haha!
he said..this is bullshit..
u are such a liar...

yes..
da mirror said that i'm a liar..

black dot...

since last time
i tried to control myself not to do things beyond limitation..
but i failed

i give on anything just to satisfy me even for a second..
my new book noted a black dot..no!!
i never thought about things that can happen in future..

when he started to keep himself away from me..
i pissed..
i regretting..
but, am i the stupid little girl..?
arghhh!!!screwed yourself adlin!!

i need my sejadah back..
that's the only way to met HIM..
i pray that HIM, will always accept my apologize..

coated status...

in fb....
someone status is praying for l_n ;)

i wonder why...??

headache..

some parts of camera that we rent yesterday were missing..asked amyn weather he knows about it..he said no...

dunno who's to be blame for this..im worry about it..headache..=(

jangan jadi orang pentingkan diri..

walaupun aku tahu aku sayangkan dia..namun seperti ada kuasa yang menghalang aku untuk jatuh cinta padanya..dia begitu baik buat aku..dia begitu tenang menghadapi aku..aku bertuah ditemukan lelaki seikhlasnya..dia tidak pernah cuba mengambil kesempatan atas diriku..malah, sentiasa ada untuk membantuku..

ya Allah, aku tidak berniat melukakan hatinya..namun aku harus jujur terhadap diriku..

benar kata sara aku tak boleh jadi orang yang pentingkan diri, sesungguhnya dia tidak layak dilayan sebegitu..aku masih boleh sayangkannya dia namun aku perlu tahu batasan supaya dia tidak mengharapkan cintaku..

sesungguhnya aku pernah cuba menyintai dirinya namun aku gagal..dan ini tidak ada kena mengena dengan orang ketiga..maafkan aku..

1 jam 13 minit kemudian...

setelah sejam berlalu..aku kembali ceria melihat gambar photo shoot di tasik perdana tadi..
thx to amyn yang menghantar gambar2 ini..bukan tu je, aku telah dikhabarkan satu berita gembira oleh amyn..haha!=p

tapi itu adalah rahsia aku dan amyn...tak boleh kasi tahu dekat sini..nama pun rahsia...ngee...

ini adalah cap yang menjadi bahan gurau senda budak-budak kat fak..huhu!=p

konon-konon amyn tu photographer la..=p

aku cinta dia..

ok!funny face....again!!!!=p

ngee...seronok uolll!!!!=)
im back on track...yeeeeehaaaaa!!!!!!=p

takde mood...dem!

malam sabtu ni aku patut keluar dan happy tp disebabkan

1) asgnmt yg delay byk kali
2) janji yg x ditepati
3) banyak hal dan alasan

buat aku xde mood tetiba..
benci ar!!!!!

swimming pool guy..

last Thursday..
i received one fb message from a guy that i had met at pool 2 years ago...
funny thing is i don't remember his name at all because our conversation at pool was too short..i just tell him my name and course i taken..

he told me that he was trying to find me, and asking my junior weather they know me or not..finally he succeed and found me at fb..

nway,i fell touched...overwhelmed....=)

happy yang confuse...=p

haha!walaupun dalam keadaan confuse..tapi aku tetap x kisah sebab yang aku tahu aku happy..=)

bukan salah aku..

nway,yang pasti aku sedar dan melihat sendiri nilai persahabatan itu memang x boleh dijual beli..
terima kasih dari aku buat azrid, amyn, zaid, kamal, sara, zahar, wan, kyrul dan yang lain..hugs!kerana sentiasa ada untuk menyokong aku dan memberi aku semangat..terima kasih semua..aku sayang korang sume!!!!!hugs!!wuuuuu...=(

notty speky disabled...=p

erk!!!=p

nooo!!!i won't tell anyone dat u r %^#@@!!!

bluweeekkk!!!=p

haha!
da burok side of me...=p

lately i love to take photo, making funny faces..at one point i wonder why..=p

anyway,I'm wearing specs right now..cost my dad almost rm3oo..huhu!
it is for study purposes ok..sum more, it has to do with "gaya" laaaaa...haha!

terpana..

jadilah manusia pemaaf..nescaya tiada kerugian..

dipetik dr status ym kwn lama aku kak long..
buat hati aku tiba-tiba rasa sejuk tentang semalam..aku rasa aku akan lebih rasional dan terbuka menerima pendapat orang lain..inilah salah satu unsur politik yang pernah aku nampak depan mata sendiri..

biarlah..tapi harini aku tak ke kelas..dengan jiwa yang macam nie, x guna pun kalau aku pegi kelas..
aku nak layankan perasaan ni, hanya untuk hari ini...

as i said...

damn it..she asked me to choose him..
she's like killing me inside..am i not worth anything to her..am i just a piece of paper..

i love her ya Allah, can she just understand...im so sad right now..crying inside..screaming in loud..nobody can hear it....=(

my zodiac..=p

SCORPIO - The Intense One

Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking.
Great kisser Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

i love her..

from the bottom of my heart..i love her..
she was there for me..holding my hand..wipe my tears..console me..comfort me..

but when she asked me to do things that i never thought of..im in dilemma..i dunno what to say to make her fell good..and i cheated her for the sake of her happiness..but i guess i was wrong..i shouldn't told her lie..i should wake her up..he's not for her..she deserve someone that can understand her better than him..

i always by her side, i promised to her..i never let her down..i dont want to lose her..but if she wants me to make a decision by choosing one of them..i couldn't bare to do that..him,also my best friends..i noe him before i noe her..i hd a relationship wit him before i have wit her..once upon a time..

he was there for me..holding my hand..wipe my tears..console me..comfort me..

if she refuse to understand my feeling, and still want me to choose...
i'll decide to choose none of them..

i'll be crying along my way because im losing two wonderful person in my life..i love them both...
i really do....

new hair,new ME...=)

haha!after met abg ally n conduct an interview him at sri pentas..me, nana n her bf went to sacc..

since last week i had plan to cut my hair..by da tym we went to thomas and guys..unintentionaly thing become real..after asking the hair stylist few question, i followed her and had my hair cut..
funny thing, i tot ppl would laugh at me wit this new hair style..but it turns up hilarious situation when they claimed that i wear wig. yalah,of coz, my hair hd been blow up..so,it lookd still..

me and dwhy..

nway,hope some good things happen..because i start to believe and im so thankful..i hav been given times..n i wil appreciate it..thank you Allah..love you..=)