sibuk.sibuk.sibuk

aku selesa dengan kesibukan ini..buat aku lupa tentang perkara remeh yang lain..hidup harus diteruskan, tiada sebab untuk aku duduk tanpa berbuat apa-apa..

aku sudah jelas tentang segalanya..faham akan apa yang terjadi punya hikmah yang tersendiri..aku bersyukur..

aku harapkan kesibukan ini berterusan, sehingga tiada ruang untuk aku berfikir tentang kehidupan yang akan menyesakkan nafasku..

deserving this..

i skipped my class today..
i slept the whole day..
i just can't thinking straight..

i heard ppl talking at my back..
they judge my decision, arghhh!!stupid fellow..i wish i can shout out loud next to their ears..let them deaf..

i think this is the best for now..
my fickle mind should not be continue..i confuse with my own feeling..
let it stop right here..giving space..
i need it so badly..

i deserve this..

go on???

from the bottom of his heart..he sing this song..dedicated to me...

go on girl by Ne-yo


I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No im not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
Im thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl james and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didnt have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on


Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl


I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
Im in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl

The mistake i made is clear
(we never shoulda been together)
Thats the reason youre not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby im feeling no stress
Im too fly to be depressed

Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl

yesss!!!go on ADLIN..he wants to know NOTHING from you..back off b***h!!!

I'M homeless..

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake
Waiting here, in this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break
I'm so sorry now, for the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive...Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

haha!
he said..this is bullshit..
u are such a liar...

yes..
da mirror said that i'm a liar..

black dot...

since last time
i tried to control myself not to do things beyond limitation..
but i failed

i give on anything just to satisfy me even for a second..
my new book noted a black dot..no!!
i never thought about things that can happen in future..

when he started to keep himself away from me..
i pissed..
i regretting..
but, am i the stupid little girl..?
arghhh!!!screwed yourself adlin!!

i need my sejadah back..
that's the only way to met HIM..
i pray that HIM, will always accept my apologize..

coated status...

in fb....
someone status is praying for l_n ;)

i wonder why...??

headache..

some parts of camera that we rent yesterday were missing..asked amyn weather he knows about it..he said no...

dunno who's to be blame for this..im worry about it..headache..=(